I have never in my 20 years of living felt so disrespected and used. This is why I’m EXTREMELY hesitant about letting ANYONE into my life anymore. I can barely trust the people I call friends because of you. I’m not a piece of waste, I cannot and will not be recycled for someone else. I hope your guilt tears you apart, because I’ll be too busy drying my eyes and questioning why the fuck I put trust and faith into anyone else.